search ..

someone just told me that when you type nagendra saha, this is the first link that pops up... since that am trying random searches to find out where i stand out in the world

some ways where i would figure in the first page of google

ankit jain clock recovery
ankit jain st kabir
ankit jain pec
ankit jain pecfest
ankitj7

hope thats enough publicity ... google will crawl onto this and link this as first page now ... lol

luck by chance ...

first time i'm writing in the mid of the day, but anyways, today's day started early. woke up at 8 30 and by 9 15 was off to see luck by chance ( 9 30 show wid paarth). a lovely movie, coherent property (script), brilliant creativity and direction. each and every frame (as they call in the movie) makes sense.
the story is optimistic and talks of how taking chances may get you what you desire. having a deep meaning and portraying it in a movie is difficult. however, zoya does that perfectly. the moral of the story is "fortune favours the brave." something we've seen in lot of motivational, war and heroic movies. but the brilliance of this movie is that it targets the commonness and makes one relate to either of the protagonist characters. be it farhan or konkona, both have strong characters and a subtle difference. the supporting cast also shows idealism, hard work, fire and the unsettled mind wanting to achieve something. in all, a brilliant movie with a strong message. and dont forget some eye candy, too. isha looks flamboyantly amazing, portraying an important class of character. In all, i am sure every role defined in the movie fits either in one of us and our lives. bravo !! 10/10

though, i'd like to point out some goof-ups for zoya.. hritik dancing with sport shoes-a big no-no. (havent seen in a long time wearing a semi-traditional dress in a circus type dance and wearing white sport shoes while dancing). konkona sen wearing a gold chain while bathing (and in the whole movie, no such chain is on her neck. however, stupid flaws apart, direction is brilliant with high amount of interest given to backdrop details and some nice creative shots...

now then, this whole story of taking chances reinforced my big decision taken up this weekend. apart from that, a lovely birthday treat by saurabh and fun with old friends was good to make me going. topping it all with the hint of flirting, today's ice-cream tastes nice ......

single ... and loving it

well, its the first time am writing bout my personal life on a public blog, but as most people who know me, know, that i am single... oft am been seen talking about this topic but seldom would someone understand that despite jokes, i am single and just loving it....

the joy of being single is deep inside.. while the external environment and moody neurons tempts to pick up the apple, its just self-restraint to the rescue..
here are some positive sensible things for the guys and gals feeling low on being single:::

1)Independance, democracy and freedom: a partner hampers your right to all the 3 things mentioned in some way or the other.

2)Give and take: believe me, a relation is a give and take thing(unless one of the partners is so stupid and idealistic.) IF YOU ARE just a little SELF-Centred(and i bet everyone is the one who does believe he isnt, is fickle), you'll end up sucking in it or making a compromise, which you may regret someday in life. so forget it dudes ..

3)tension,tension : oh she must have messaged ... her call .. i have to pick her up and drop her. her dog has died ... need i say more ????

4)okay u think you get chance to flirt, roam around and do fun things in your free time?
the catch is that people not in a relation feel desperate in their free time while those in one, realize that they need to free their minds from the thoughts which occupy the mind of a person in a relationship the whole 24 hours.

5) health, financial and lot of scientific hazards you get exposed to:
more of time on the mobile is fatal to the brain. it decelerates your learning process.(now you wonder why single people are smarter and more cash rich than you ?? )

stupid american studies (lack of projects in america is a reason for such studies, more on this later)
suggest that fucking a girl is directly linked to dissatisfaction in an individual. more you fuck, more you are dissatisfied with your life (which means more the probability of you committing suicide if that thought ever creeps into your mind.)

a person in a relation reading this still thinks he is not prone to any of these needs to look into the mirror and face the reality.

those who are single, just love this time cause life wont offer you this opportunity again. its great to be single, so just dont let your senses rule your mind and make a drastic mistake...

2009- mangalore, terrorists and society

another issue of national importance has emerged out from the mangalore rioting and extremism. the whole idea of beating girls in a 'pub'lic place is a devilish and a heinous crime. however, there is more that meets the eye from the whole incident. at first look, the fingers point at bjp and the mass hysteria that such an event could do to tamper its image. even our home minister, chidambaram said it was an attempt to defame BJP. clearly, this is a game of simple politics in the election year. its common sense that BJP would not only gain mass support from such acts (u'll understand why) but be given a boost of votes because of such things rather than tainting it's image.

anyone remember's babri ? oh yes ... it was a heinous crime too. now, that was clearly openly done. this is a more subtle deed. any opinion show on the news channel may provide 2 conflicting opinions. one, the 'conservatists' of liberalisation pointing to the freedom of expression and the other the conservative conservatives trying to show the light of uncultured and immoral practices being followed in metros.

both are equally sensible and yet conflicting. we deserve the right to experiment and express. but in the name of expression, we need not forget our culture, our heritage and certain rules not dictated by the constitution, but by the rich history of our ancestors.

let me be brief. our modern culture cannot be based on live-in relations, teenage sex and pregnancies because these are the vices of western civilization. rather than learning, politicians know metros have fallen prey to it. britain battled of teenage pregnancies 3 years back and found that 80% of young girls losing virginity. nothing is immoral according to the law, but not scientifically and socially, NOT ACCEPTABLE.

now then, any fight has always helped BJP get the masses from all the states (except educated metro people) syncronise with BJP and thats what it has understood it must do. india shining failed badly because the target was middle-class, while congress had been fundamentally supporting farmers and other lower class (though never in the name of factious politics). BSP. the brilliant example of grassroot level politics.
so, anyways, It is definately going to help extremist politicians ruling our country helped by the fickleness of the masses.
admit it, for a common man, I'd always go for preserving our culture and define mangalore acts as barbaric, but think that the distorted culture of metros need be stopped.. this is when i start getting in sync with the ideology that i had initially opposed. cant understand? read again .. you wont anyways...

college ka raaz-the mystery continues

A bizzare day, to say the least. a cherishing one, though, like-another-busy-day-of-life. Waking up after hearing noises at 7 in the morning, i found out my cousin relatives had turned up while it was a foggy winter's twilight time. I had a bath (now thats 1 important thing bizzare about the day) and got ready like a nice sweet boy going to school at 8. i really feel one should bathe everyday before going out of home (thats what malaika arora said too, but who listens?). the chilly winters continued their romance and my bike fueled my passion for it. before reaching the college, the morning had more suprizes as i had a glimpse of my dear classmate-simran sidhu, looking beautiful,strangely, after losing wieght.

now then, the regular classes and going for gedi to citco, barista and subway's. (remember today's a tuesday !). i met the director and gupta sir today, for the point of my long standing funding problems for presenting a paper. i've fought mental wars regarding this and chewed alot on the matter and the financial's involved. it turns out that its a real mess sometimes, too much thinking. as my father says, "i'd never think that much". but anyways, the raaz has continued with college authorities playing a hide and seek game with me.

the director's meet was logical and interesting. my mindset was to get all the information from his mind (rather than selling my trip), in which i didnt do badly, i believe. a certain questions still remain while i found the director a little pessimistic (or too theoretical, shall we call it?). anyways, am just wishing things turn out well cause my mind is grooving up to go on a trip to thailand.

Followed by watching a bizzare movie, clockwork orange for 30 min (after that couldnt tolerate much), went to discuss about major project discussions with my mentor. this was the time i was selling my idea.

then came another raaz-the movie.. went for a 5 o clock show, i found the movie interesting and nicely packaged, though with it's constraints. making a horror movie is not an easy job and the director has tried well. the story line is faulty in it's essence, but its what the different way it is presented is what appealed me. some creative efforts like the ATM scene, the bus killing kangna etc(which could have been a plunderous joke if wrongly attempted) deserve some credit. brilliance of kangna too deserve an appraise(she was hot,sexy and scary all at once in the scene she's using abusive language). the flaws are too much to write but i'd not waste time on those aspects ...

frusst... a triple dose of discipline in 4th year ..

another torcherous week ended with the college teachers. its really a triple dose of discipline for notorious people of our batch.

SUICIDE 1::
the day starts with V. rihani sucking up all the positive vibes of the morning and craving us for fresh oxygen. ok, more practically, he beats to death by drawing rectangular diagrams and writing on the board.... he has a knack of making us understand the most simple things in the most complicated manner that people are always in awe of him, rather than understanding the basic fact that he has a wildly wrong perception of not understanding simple things in simple manner.

SUICIDE 2::
the torcher shifts from blackboard to the stage. here comes nagendra saha, (since vats had murmured in the class that he doesnt speak english well, he's constantly delivering lectures in english.) a bollywood song aptly describes him.... emotional atyachaar... man .. its one hell of 3rd degree torcher.. he keeps on speaking the whole class and expects full attention and idealism from every student. death by hearing ... shifting topics remarkably well, he may start with wireless communication, go on discussing human virtues and end up on giving tips on which car to buy, why more trees should be planted and how diabetes is linked with mobile phones (now thats the link back to wireless communication)

2 hours gone, without a break these hair pulling sessions dont end here.. here comes SUICIDE 3::
arun kumar and his page of notes.. the stage shifts towards the podium where he keeps on standing and reciting microwave-hymns from the notes he's written. no line makes any sense, so he quickly adds," i can understand this is just a little boring". the class is busy scribbling and brain-wracking "kis pichle janam ke paap ka badla le rahe hai humse". surely, everyone in the class cant be hitler, mussolini or marie-antoinette. then why everyone has to bear the torcher?

the best part in this is that there is no possibility of moving left or right for 3 straight hours, talk about wispering some witty comment (the ece guys are famous for commenting on anything- be it a poor joke)
the notoriety of our class was emminent by throwing spit-balls on faces of people(once or twice on teachers), shouting wierd names of teachers on their face(any colleague remembers 'mau' being shouted at chem teacher?), throwing pens, orange peels, tiffin box,paper-things and even pieces of wood once towards teachers. other things do deserve attention like mobile songs, playing with college projector and electricity of room and lots more.. just to disturb the teacher. and dont forget amidst all this, every guy is in some jocular discussion with people sitting nearby.

then why notorious teachers trying their techniques of disciplining such jungle-bred chaps which are going to be ece engineers in just 4 months ... ??

blogs- replacing relations or just another self expression way?

I just heard a comment that in time to come blogging would eliminate any need of having a Girl friend. Imagine the age when your read about your wife's secrets from her hidden blog. and do worry, its quite possible. its quite being theorized the advent of blogging and its consequences. learned people have openely expressed resentment about tools like these and cropping up of social networking sites, while people (like me) have found a new found way of self-expression and venting daily shit by indulging in it. Surely, they say it helps reduce one's dependence on others. can we say the old 'lovely' long conversation has just given way to short sms, scraps and self-expressing blogs??

Its common (and imperative) for people my age trying hands at wooing and getting support from the other sex. the main reasons a person needs a GF or a BF are broadly::
emotional support, sex and a being in a more powerful position with peer group.

well, blogs and social networking just help majorly in getting the 1st (though in a few cases it has helped guys getting random chicks for one nite stands, but thats rare). the other two are always achieved by 'hardwork' .. (and i mean that)
then why is blogging popular among everyone?

i believe the major reason is that in the age of networking, layers of restraint and practice prevents the ruthless, uncultured true-self of every individual. while gargantuan amounts of frustration lie in everyone's mind, this frustration only needs a vent. most people blow their minds off it on some individuals in the name of emotional support(family, close friends etc.) while rare cases throw it out whenever their thresholds become full. others are using blogs to that effect.

blogs are also a place to show a different aspect of a person (rafael nadal launched his blog recently which prompted me to write this post) or cater to the fan-base by providing deeds of heroism and motivational stories plebians enjoy. but anyways, for me its just another tool of self-expression and helps in regaining focus after writing unfocussed shit no one could ever finish understanding about.